these lyrics

are my favorite. "In a book- in a box-in the closet
In a line-in a song I once heard
In a moment on a front porch late one june
In a breath inside a whisper beneath the mooon
There it was at the tip of my fingers
There it was on the tip of my tounge
There you were and I had never been that far
There it was the whole world wrapped inside my arms
And I let it all slip away
Theres a rain that will never stop fallin
Theres a wall that I tried to take down
What I should have said just wouldnt pass my lips
So I held back and now we've come to this
And its too late now
What do I do now that your gone?
No back up plan no second chance
And no one else to blame
All I can hear in the silence that remains
Are the words I couldnt say.."

p.s. sunday i'm moving back home where i now belong. these past six months in utah have been so perfect for me. i have grown so much. utah will always be my home away from home.

my goals were..

a. go back to school to get my utah licence

b. meet new people, date again

c. know i can move away and be content

d. live near family i've never lived by

yes. i accomplished it all.. arizona, here i come home for good.

goals. .

a. get a job, a good one.

b. buy a car

c. eventually get my own place

d. enjoy every second i have with family

{life is good, i can't complain.. break ups are so hard, my hearts been through so much this year, everything happens for a reason though and i'm thankful for every second i had with him. i mean every.}

i'm moving on. . to arizona and to a new life.

4 more days left here puhlease utah--be nice and don't freeze me to death.

thats all.