Monday, January 11, 2010

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i feel like blabbing..
here i gooo.. its crazy how you think you have your life planned out and then BOOM something happens that turns your life completly around. this month its been a year since my life changed and i've done so good.. but sometimes i just can't believe that i was fooled so well. i'm so strong now and am so much closer to heavenly father. my prayers are more meaningful now, i talk to him like he's near me. i wonder if real true love is out there.. the truest love where the guy loves the girl so much he sees who she truly is and who she can become.. the love where its unconditional no matter what you look like, the kind of love thats so true filled with tons of meaningful kisses.. i wonder if there is a guy out there who meets my love languages.. i guess we will see. but for now i'm just going to have to trust heavenly father with my whole heart that he is preparing the love of my life.. whether its in this life or the next.. i'm thinkin he exists.. i hope he does. i'm so glad that i live in such a beautiful world and can escape to the temple a couple times this week. wow. blabbing helped me realize how blessed i really am. its just hard not seeing the future when you thought you had it wrapped around your fingers. my future will be bright, i just know it. the future is as bright as our faith. :]

6 comments:

gogglegal said...

Josy, He IS out there. He IS being prepared for you and YOU are being prepared for HIM! Just think how much you have learned, grown and how much STRONGER you are spiritually, and mentally. You are being prepared for GREAT things! Keep having faith that there is a man that will LOVE YOU, no matter what!!!! I KNOW you will find him. If I found someone like that, ANYONE can! ;) I will never forget how RIGHT and how AMAZED I was that Matt actually believed in me, that he made me feel so important and loved. He made me feel like I was worth something. Unfortunately, this was not what I was used to. I am so grateful to have Matt in my life, You will find YOUR amazing guy too!

I love you so much. I hope your job searching will be coming to an end VERY SOON! ;) You are the best!!! Have a great day!

gogglegal said...

I guess I am Jac today ;)

Ani / AnaAlicia said...

i loved this post girl. i just want you to know what a beautiful person you are okay? thanks for sharing your thoughts =)

brittany said...

You. are. amazing. AND I LOVE THIS POST. :)

Meg said...

Always good to have a good blab! Love you!

marilyn said...

He is out there, when you are ready you will find him and you will be sooo happy, I know it I will tell you I told you so. Love you keep preparing your self just like you are, and you will be so happy!!! You are happy right now and that is the important thing to remember, which you are so good now , you are happy in the moment, that is one of your many blessings. Love you