Wednesday, January 27, 2010

its been a whole year

and im ready to love again
"seems i was was playing on the safe side baby
building walls around my heart to save me
but its time for me to let it go

yeah im ready to feel now
no longer am i afraid of the fall down
it must be time to move on now
without the fear of how it might end
i guess im ready to love again

just when you think that love will never find you
you run away but still it's right behind you
its just something we can't control

so come up and find me
i'll be waiting up for you
i'll be holding out for you tonight

cause i'm ready to feel now
.. i guess im ready to love again.."

{i love lady a's new cd. the songs fit me so well. i love that i feel i could love again. guess now i just have to stay happy and he will come}
trust me-- i'm in no rush.


Jacie Bowen said...

joslyn, youuuu dont know me lol. and therefore this is slightly creepy. sorry. but YOU are truly amazing. i love reading your blog. you are so strong and have such a testimony, its an inspiration to me. plus ur just cute as a button

Monya said...

joslyn.... good for you, listen to the spirit and you will hear what the Lord has in store for you next.....wonderful things, wonderful people

Cara said...

Enjoy the time in your life are right...he will come someday. I wish I could of had the chance to do so many things before I got married so make sure you are just living life to the fullest :)

Heaps Family said...

It is hard to believe it's been a year when I am sure it feels like 10! You have grown so much!!! You have learned more in this year then you even thought you could in a lifetime. Look how STRONG you are!!! Jos, you WILL find the man of your dreams and he WILL be everything he says, and seems to be. He will be EVEN MORE. He is preparing and so ar you for that very special day that you meet! You are always in my thoughts and prayers. I love you!!! Thanks for being such an amazing example of how to work through very very hard things and find the joy through the storms. LOVE YOU!! xoxoxox

Willi Nixon said...

i seriously can't believe its been a year. i will never forget that phone call. i love you so much

cassie said...

Good for you girl. I really admire your strength and your testimony. I love reading about all the fun you're having!

p.s. congrats on the job! so cool :)

Angie Milne said...

You are incredible! I know I don't know much about you or your situation, but it's so apparent from your posts how strong and faithful you are. keep doing what you're doing, and no prince charming will be able to resist you :) ps i LOVE lady antebellum, a-ma-zing!

Natalie said...

miss jos. you are amazing. i don't know how you do it. you stay positive throughout the most adverse situations - i look up to you so much.

heavenly father must have the most amazing plans in store for you..

i'd be excited, if i were you.

marilyn said...

Jos, I'm so glad that you realize like I have told you many times, you will know and you won't be afraid, you have grown tons, and you have been watched and protected, you are amazing and you have a wonderful life ahead of you, just enjoy the ride! love you